I really dont know what to do anymore...?

hi guys im 16 , my mum died wen i was 1 and half , since then i been brought up by my dad and auntie , wen i was 11 my dad left iran and came to england now we both live here , wen he left iran for england i lived my auntie , i got bullied alot , i was beat up alot , alot of hate grow in me , the only hope i had left was my dad , after 5 years i came to england and lived with him , everything was orite at the beggening but after the second year we started to argue alot , recently i been in trouble with police , ive let ma self down my mates , and my dad , my dad is stressed out im stressed out nervous and everything , he says to me oh if it wasnt cos of u id do dis and dat my life wud be easier , it makes me wanna leave and let him live his life , other week after an argument he said to me he didnt really want me , it was my mums idea to give birth to me , dat made me feel awful since hes the only person i basicly got in this world it makes me feel like im not wanted by anyone makes me wanna go and never come back , the hate and anger that grew in me has caused a serious anger problem in me , i get soo angry i cant controll my self , i seriously cant put up with this life anymore , fallin out with my dad kills me , after been to police station he said to me u want us to seperate? wanna live on your own? and all sorts of other stuff , i cant do it anymore , im in soo much pain inside , i have no hope , i jus wanna give up , i wanna go and never come bak , i dont know what to do im really confiused i feel like i dont no my dad anymore i doubt im even his someone help me please im all together fu**'d up